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Because You’re A Jerk

July 14, 2009

This week I have become newly amazed by the rate at which nastiness can escalate between two people.

Those of you who saw Daniel’s comments on my blog might have an idea what I’m talking about. First of all, I have to say, I blocked him from my MySpace before I posted my blog last night. I thought that would – in effect – also block him from my blog (not that I thought he would bother reading my blog at this point). I was wrong.

I also had no intent to demonize him. I was just in shock, and I was hurt, so I had to get it all out – from my perspective. As I have said before, this blog is not the whole truth. It is just the portion of whatever is going on around me that I can see or understand. So yesterday’s blog was just that – the bits and pieces of the situation that felt significant to me.

I guess after seeing my perspective on the situation he felt like he needed to defend himself. He posted several personal e-mails and made comments that suggested that I have been leaving him desperate depressing voicemails every night for weeks. He also said something to the effect of, “I hope this means Crystal is finally over me.”

I deleted it. I also figured out how to FOR SURE block him from my blog. So he’s out. Although, I wouldn’t be surprised if he found some way to continue to hurt me about this.
I guess he just has to be heard – because after I deleted his comment he posted his own blog. I guess the whole truth is out there now – because e-mails are definitely the whole truth, right? (Please note the sarcasm).

I am livid.

I am hurt.

I am amazed that he would do something so vile to me.

I wonder if he is thinking the same things about me and the blog I posted yesterday.

Here’s some more truth for you: I did call him several times last week. But not every night. Helping him with that stupid project kept him on my mind – that’s why I can’t help him with anything large and on-going.

There’s a lot more truth I could add to the pile of bad stuff about Daniel if I wanted to. BUt that’s not what I’m trying to do here. So I left out a lof of bad stuff about both of us.

Furthermore, I wish I was over him too. If I were I wouldn’t care about all of this. I wouldn’t be mad and hurt. I would be able to dismiss it.

And it occurs to me that being over someone is really a horrible thing to be. Oh yeah, we shared some amazing things and I loved you and all that, but I’m over it now.

Well, maybe I will get over it a lot better now, because he is being an UNBELIEVEABLY HUGE JERK.

I like to say this isn’t like him, but most of the things he is now are things I thought weren’t like him – or I wouldn’t have dated him in the first place.

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